“Girlfriend, oh you’re girlfriends drifting away. Past and present, 1855, 1901...” One of my closest friends just told me “guitar boy” texted her the other day asking for advice on how to help a girl he knows who starves herself and throws up saying Arizona girls are so skinny. He has to be talking about his girlfriend, who I struggled so bad to llove and forgive and here she is, in all her over-the-top smiles and friendlines, starving herself under that mask. I feel so stupid and cruel for judging her so quickly. It makes me feel sick. I’ve heard her make a downgrading comment or two weight-wise but I’d never of imagined this, she’s so tiny, and it just goes to show you never know anyone or what they’re going through until you step into their gladiator sandals and walk around a bit.
I think i’m going to do my upmost to reach out to her with my friendship and forgiveness because she clearly needs to know she’s loved and she isn’t alone. Maybe I can right this mistake. But it makes me want to cry, she’s feeling so insecure and in the dark. And I need a freind sorely right now so maybe it’ll be good for both of us.